after much thinking and reflecting...wondering ang thinking about what i missed out by not being a part of the Cornerstone plant..i've realized something. yes i think i would have loved being a part of the small groups there. i would have so much more support and encouragement intstead of slugging things out on my/our own (me and koon). but if i was there, i would miss out on the blessing of being a part of and ministering to the teens at T3C. seeing people like Ada, Carmen, Derek Ng, and Brian except Christ for the first time. watching these young guys and girls grow into mature Christians. guys like nate and derek chan...i can still remember how different they were just a few years ago. these are just a few of the joys i've experienced from Kyrios..maybe i'll add more later. just wanted to write something down as a reminder for when times get discouraging.