I used to complain that while taking care of Kyrios that I had little to no time to fellowship with peers.  But even then, I was still in community, in fellowship with other believers. Yes there was a significant age difference. And yes there was a significant difference in maturity, but now I long to be in some sort of fellowship. Some sort of community. Where to God? Where do you want us to be? Is it Spring? Do we just have to try harder? To lead? Or is it time to pack up and wander in the desert a bit longer?