i'm so tired of looking at houses. we've put 2 offers on houses but were outbid on both. there's another one coming up this tuesday and i hope that it'll work out. God has always provided for us and i know that we'll find something. it's just my human impatient side that is emotionally frustrated.

i don't feel any different being 30...just very blessed...to have a wonderful and loving husband, an amazing son, a close family. my dad and mom started attending church. he went all by himself. wow, fifteen years of praying is working! when i was a teen, i thought that my dad would be the last person to ever seek God. he was so self-assured and bitter, but i think that God has used graydon to soften his heart. i just pray that he will find and know Jesus. the best present anyone could ever give me is to have my parents accept Christ. then i would say that my life is complete. God is so good!